I’ve written several times in the past about how I’m not much of a masturbator, if at all. I also wrote about how I purchased a stroker some years back. Well, recently (a few weeks ago, anyway), I had a hankering for using my stroker just to see if it was as good as I remembered.

Spoiler alert: it was.

During sexual intercourse, I can usually last a decent length of time — enough for my partner to be satisfied, at any rate. But for some reason this toy brings me to completion way faster than I want it to. It’s like it was made to satisfy a penis-owner, right? (I mean, it was. Otherwise why would it exist?) But I got maybe three minutes of use out of the thing before I felt my orgasm threatening, and while I watched the video I’d selected from my private collection (it was a spanking video, and that’s all the information you’re getting) I had to fight the urge to come before I wanted to. It ended up happening too quickly (for me) anyway, and then afterward I had to clean the toy, which is never much fun.

I idly wonder if other strokers might not be as “good” as the one I have, if they might allow me to last longer when I decide to take a little time for myself — on those rare occasions that I do. But the fuckers (see what I did there?) are expensive, and right now I don’t have the funds to waste on a sex toy that I’m barely ever going to use. I’ve used mine maybe five times since I bought it more than two years ago, and the one I bought wasn’t that expensive. I think it was under fifty bucks. I have to believe that a more expensive one, like one from Bad Dragon for example, would get me off even faster, and that’s not what I want.

I’m actually interested to hear from other men who own strokers, to see if they have experiences similar to mine, or if it’s just me — or just the particular one I own. Inquiring minds and all that.