After all these years, is spanking finally doing something to my hand? 

Maybe. I don’t know for sure. But over the past year, this spot on my hand has been more likely to crack and break. That could be because of repeated impact; it could be because the area around the crack is growing stronger or firmer. I don’t really know. 

I use hand lotion at least twice a day, trying to keep my hands soft; after all, I use them for things besides spanking. But sometimes I wonder what might happen if I didn’t. Would my hands become harder, more impactful, better at spanking? Would my skin just crack in more places? 

When I spank, I tend to lead, so to speak, with the part of my hand that has that little spot on it. If I spank too long or too hard without a break, that part starts to hurt well before the rest of my hand does. 

I’ve been giving spankings for more than 30 years, and giving them on a regular basis for more than ten.  You’d think I’d have seen some effect on my hand before now. 

I’m kind of curious as to how this situation is going to develop. Someone ask me in a few months if there’ve been any changes.